“Stop lying about ‘the man decided’!” I snapped at Igor. “This is my apartment, bought without you!”
“Just tell them straight, Anya! Tell them who really made this apartment happen! If I hadn’t leaned on the realtor back then, we’d still be sitting in our little box on the outskirts, admiring not the view but other people’s balconies. I came, I looked, I said, ‘We’re taking it.’ And that was it. Problem solved. A man said it — a man did it.”
Igor’s voice thundered as if he weren’t standing in the kitchen among salad bowls, but giving a speech at a corporate event with a microphone and a presentation titled How I Carry the Whole World on My Shoulders Alone. Anya, standing by the stove with an oven mitt in her hand, slowly exhaled and looked out the window. In the glass she could see the guests, the chandelier, her own face, and Igor — pleased with himself, flushed, wearing that trademark expression of his: now I’ll sell everyone another beautiful fairy tale, and you, Anyechka, just keep quiet and smile.
“A man did it,” she repeated to herself and almost laughed. The only thing Igor had actually done back then was carry one box of books in from the car, put it in the wrong place, get offended that no one thanked him, and go off to smoke on the stairwell. Oh, and he’d also hung the curtain rod in the bedroom so crooked that the curtains hung slanted for a whole week, as if they too were in shock from family life.
Anya bought the apartment. With her own money. From the sale of her late grandmother’s old two-room flat, plus her savings, plus the bonus she hadn’t touched for three years, because she had the strange habit of thinking a couple of steps ahead instead of only as far as the next Friday. At the time, Igor was “getting into a big project,” “moving up to a new level,” and “just about to make it big.” In the end, the only thing that ever really exploded was his verbal fireworks.
“Anyechka, when’s the hot dish coming?” her mother-in-law, Tamara Petrovna, poked her head into the kitchen, smelling of perfume like the cosmetics department of a shopping mall. “Igor’s been entertaining the guests all day, he must be tired. Men have such a hard time with that kind of strain.”
“Of course,” Anya said evenly. “Especially the strain on the jaw.”
“What?”
“I said, everything’s coming right up.”
She carried out the baking dish with the meat and set it on the table, and Igor, without so much as blinking, immediately went on, as if he’d pressed an internal “continue” button.
“I think, guys, these days real estate isn’t a luxury, it’s a matter of character. The bold ones are the ones who live well. I’m already thinking we need to expand. It’s nice here, sure, but Anya and I are getting cramped. We need a nursery, an office. I’m already working out the options.”
“Just tell them straight, Anya! Tell them who actually made this apartment happen! If I hadn’t leaned on that realtor back then, we’d still be sitting in our little box on the outskirts, looking not at a view but at other people’s balconies. I came, I looked, I said, ‘We’re taking it.’ And that was it. Problem solved. A man said it—a man did it.”
Igor’s voice boomed as if he weren’t standing in the kitchen among salad bowls, but giving a corporate presentation with a microphone titled How I Carry the Whole World on My Shoulders Alone. Anya, standing by the stove with an oven mitt in her hand, slowly exhaled and looked out the window. Reflected in the glass were the guests, the chandelier, her own face, and Igor—pleased with himself, flushed, wearing that trademark expression of his: Now I’m going to sell everyone another beautiful fairy tale, and you, little Anya, just stay quiet and smile.
“A man did it,” she repeated to herself and nearly laughed. The only thing Igor had actually done back then was carry one box of books in from the car, put it in the wrong place, then get offended that nobody thanked him and go smoke in the stairwell. Oh yes—and he’d also hung the curtain rod in the bedroom so badly that the curtains hung crooked for a week, as if they too were in shock over family life.
Anya bought the apartment. With her own money. From selling her grandmother’s old two-room flat, plus her savings, plus the bonus she hadn’t touched for three years because she had the odd habit of thinking a couple of steps ahead instead of just to next Friday. At that time, Igor was “getting into a big project,” “moving to the next level,” and “about to break through any day now.” In the end, the only thing that ever exploded was his verbal fireworks.
“Anyechka, when’s the hot dish coming?” her mother-in-law, Tamara Petrovna, poked her head into the kitchen, smelling of perfume like the cosmetics department in a shopping mall. “Igor’s been entertaining the guests all day, he must be tired. Men have a hard time with that kind of strain.”
“Of course,” Anya said evenly. “Especially the strain on their jaws.”
“What?”
“I said everything will be ready in a second.”
She brought out the baking dish with the meat, set it on the table, and Igor, without even blinking, immediately carried on as if someone had pressed the continue button inside him.
“I generally think, guys, that these days real estate isn’t a luxury—it’s a matter of character. Whoever’s bold lives well. I’m already thinking we need to expand. It’s nice here, of course, but Anya and I are a little cramped. We need a nursery, an office. I’m already working out the options.”
Anya paused for a second with the plates in her hands and looked at him in such a way that if Igor had possessed even a drop of conscience, he would have choked on an olive. But apparently his conscience lived elsewhere and wasn’t registered in this apartment. He caught her look, smiled, winked at the guests, and poured another drink for the neighbor.
“Igor, well done,” said his friend Vadim approvingly. “You can tell right away—a real хозяин.”
“Master of the house, yes,” Anya muttered under her breath. “Especially of other people’s money.”
“What?” her mother-in-law turned around again.
“I’m asking where the salt is.”
“It’s right on the table.”
“Exactly,” said Anya, and went back into the kitchen.
She had been putting up with it for a long time. Not for a day, not for a month. Not even since the wedding. Earlier than that. Since the moment she realized that Igor didn’t just like to embellish things—he lived in a constant mode of self-promotion. Every story he told sounded as if he had either saved an entire company or personally negotiated with heaven for good weather. At first it had seemed funny. Then exhausting. Then humiliating. Especially when his beautiful legends were built on her nerves, her money, her sleepless nights, and her endless, “Fine, I’ll sort it out.”
After the guests left, Anya was washing dishes when Igor came into the kitchen, already slightly tipsy, but still carrying himself like the chairman of a summer cottage association at a meeting.
“Why were you sulking all evening?”
“What do you mean, sulking?”
“The kind of face like I didn’t invite guests, but contractors who wanted payment upfront. People came to have a nice evening, and you’re sitting there like an inspector.”
“And you, Igor, lied all evening.”
“Oh, here we go,” he rolled his eyes. “Your favorite word again. ‘Lied.’ Can’t you just say ‘embellished a little’?”
“No. Because ‘embellished a little’ is when you said you found the contractor yourself. ‘Lied’ is when you tell people you bought the apartment.”
“I didn’t say I bought it. I said I handled the matter.”
“How, exactly?”
“In general. Conceptually. I was there. I supported you. I was morally present.”
Anya set down the plate and turned to face him fully.
“Igor, are you serious right now? You were there? When I went to see apartments after work? When I talked the bank out of dragging things out? When I checked all the documents myself because you ‘weren’t in the right headspace’? When I sat with the notary until late at night? When I fought for a discount on the kitchen? Where exactly were you there? On the couch?”
“Come on, why are you getting worked up? We’re a family. Everything’s shared. What difference does it make who ran around?”
“The difference is that I ran around, and you collect the glory.”
“Oh, glory. Like I’m wearing royal laurels on my head. People were just having a normal conversation. But you always keep score—who said what, who sat where.”
“Because I’m tired of being the backdrop in your amateur performance.”
He snorted, went to the fridge, opened and closed it without taking anything, just to have something to do with his hands.
“You dramatize everything.”
“And you claim everything.”
“Oh, now that’s a word. Claim. What next, are you going to file a report?”
“I can. I have a good memory.”
“Anya, you really don’t know how to be happy. Honestly. Everything with you is tense. We have an apartment? We do. People came over? They did. Everyone’s happy. But no, you have to find something to bite at.”
“I’m not biting. I just don’t want to hear you pretending to be my savior anymore.”
“Your savior?” he narrowed his eyes. “Aren’t you mixing something up? I’m your husband, actually.”
“And?”
“And that means we’re in the same boat.”
“Really? Because somehow I’m the only one rowing, while you sit at the stern announcing that you’re steering.”
Igor snorted, wanted to say something, but waved it off.
“Fine. Talking to you at night is pointless. You’re all wound up.”
“You haven’t even seen wound up yet,” Anya said quietly.
He either didn’t hear her or pretended not to.
A few weeks later, her grandfather called. Alive, energetic, irritated as always.
“Anka, are you at work?”
“On my lunch break. What happened?”
“What happened is that I finally sold the dacha. And the garage too. That’s it, I’m done with all that. One minute the roof leaks, the next the neighbor is drilling at sunrise, and everyone around is so smart they ought to be on television.”
“Wait, you said you weren’t going to sell.”
“I said that. Then I sat down, thought it over, and decided I don’t need that museum of Soviet enthusiasm anymore. I’d rather give the money to you.”
Anya fell silent.
“Grandpa, what are you talking about?”
“Nothing. I’m in my right mind, don’t worry. You’re all I’ve got. And I don’t want you depending all your life on smooth talkers.”
“On who?”
“Smooth talkers. Men whose pockets are full of air and whose heads are packed with plans for three volumes’ worth. I’ve seen your Igor. He’s a good performer. Only his theater doesn’t sell tickets.”
“Grandpa…”
“Don’t interrupt your elders. I’m transferring the money into your account. And don’t argue. It’s not for a dress or a vacation. It’s for something real. Housing. A decent life. And listen to me—don’t tell your husband everything right away.”
“Why not?”
“Because I’m old, not stupid. First figure out what you want. Then consult him, if you think it’s necessary. Not the other way around.”
Anya stood by the window in the office hallway, phone pressed to her ear, and realized that for the first time in a very long while, someone in her life wasn’t asking, demanding, or telling her to endure—someone was simply giving her support. Without conditions. Without a performance. That evening she told Igor anyway. Because she didn’t know how to live while hiding the most important things in a closet.
Of course, he perked up instantly.
“How much?”
“Igor.”
“What do you mean, ‘Igor’? I’m just asking. To understand the scale.”
“Enough.”
“Enough for what? A car? A down payment? A proper renovation? Startup capital? You know yourself opportunities like this don’t come every day.”
She sat at the kitchen table, drinking tea, already feeling the familiar irritation rise inside her. Igor had a unique talent: he could turn any good news into his own business pitch in forty seconds.
“I haven’t decided anything yet.”
“Well, I have,” he said quickly. “Look. First, we get a car. Not a bucket, but a decent one, so we’re not embarrassed to arrive anywhere. Second, we invest part of it in my thing. I’m basically on the verge of a deal. It just needs some turnover capital. Not much. But if we inject it now, in six months we’ll rise so high you’ll think back on this conversation and say, ‘Igor, you were so right.’”
“I can say right now, ‘Igor, how predictable you are.’”
“What?”
“I’m saying my grandfather transferred me money, and you’ve already mentally bought yourself everything except maybe the moon with parking.”
“Don’t start getting snide. I’m talking about the family.”
“Really? Then why does your idea of ‘family’ begin with your car and your project?”
“Because I’m a man. I need transportation and tools.”
“What you need, Igor, is occasionally some shame. But apparently they don’t supply that.”
“Very funny. Now be serious.”
“I am being serious. That money is going toward a new apartment.”
“A what?”
“A new apartment. Bigger. In a decent neighborhood.”
He actually set his mug down.
“What for?”
“Because I want to live properly. Without a couch in the passageway, without the endless storage dump on the balcony, without your boxes of ‘useful project stuff’ that have been sitting there for three years and, as far as I can tell, have long since abandoned themselves.”
“Wait. So you want to pour everything into concrete?”
“Into housing.”
“And the car?”
“No.”
“And my project?”
“No.”
“And my opinion?”
“You can express it. But that doesn’t automatically make the money jump into your pocket.”
Igor leaned forward.
“Anya, you are behaving very badly right now.”
“What’s ugly is when a person who contributed almost nothing to the household thinks he’s the chief financial officer.”
“What do you mean ‘contributed almost nothing’? I’m your husband. I participate by definition.”
“In theory—yes. In practice—not really.”
“So you’re saying I’m nobody to you?”
“I’m saying you will not manage my money.”
“Our money.”
“My money.”
“Our money! We’re a family!”
“A family is when two people share responsibility. Not when one person carries everything and the other one talks about how hard it is for him to watch.”
Igor stood up abruptly.
“Ohhh, so that’s where this is going. So I just watch, do I?”
“For the most part—yes.”
“And who went with you to meet the contractors?”
“Once.”
“Who helped choose the appliances?”
“You pointed at the most expensive stove and said, ‘Looks good.’ That’s not called choosing.”
“Who talked to the neighbors?”
“You once rang the wrong apartment on the intercom and then spent half an hour talking about how you were ‘building connections.’”
He flushed crimson.
“You’ve become unbelievably rude.”
“You noticed late.”
“I’m trying, for your information!”
“When your effort starts showing up in bills, receipts, and bank statements, then we’ll talk.”
“You’re obsessed with paperwork.”
“No. I just realized paperwork is more honest than people.”
He stormed off into the room, slamming the door. Five minutes later he came back with a different tone—soft, almost velvety. This was his favorite second act: if pressure didn’t work, switch to tenderness.
“Anya, come on, let’s be calm. Why are we acting like enemies? I’m not against an apartment. I’m all for it. But it should be registered properly. In both our names. Like normal people.”
She slowly raised her eyes.
“And what does ‘like normal people’ mean?”
“Well, like everyone else. Husband and wife. Shared property. None of this humiliating ‘mine versus yours.’”
“So ‘mine’ irritates you, but using what’s mine doesn’t?”
“Oh, stop. That’s not what I mean. It’s just unpleasant for me that you treat me like a tenant.”
“Igor, don’t play the wounded man.”
“I’m not playing.”
“You are. And badly. No nuance.”
“Anya, you understand—I’m going to put my soul into that apartment too. Renovation, oversight, workers, deliveries, organizing. That’s a contribution too.”
“When it exists, we can discuss it. Right now it all exists only on your tongue.”
“So you don’t trust me at all?”
“In financial matters? Not anymore.”
“After all these years?”
“Exactly because of them.”
He was silent for ten seconds, then gave a cold little smirk.
“Well, fine. Just don’t complain later if I withdraw. Men remember things like that.”
“It doesn’t scare me anymore, Igor. I’ve watched you ‘withdraw’ so many times that by now it looks like an ordinary Tuesday.”
Six months went into selling the old apartment, buying the new one, chasing down certificates, signatures, notaries, banks, and endless phone calls. Anya did everything herself. She spoke to the realtor herself. Found the lawyer herself. Calculated the taxes herself. Even hired the movers herself, because on moving day Igor announced that he had an “important business meeting” and that “these things should be delegated anyway.”
“And who exactly do you suggest I delegate to? The Holy Spirit?” she had asked over the phone then, standing in the stairwell among boxes.
“Oh, don’t start, Anya. I really can’t. These are serious people here.”
“Of course. And over here it’s just a little club for soft furniture.”
“You always exaggerate.”
“No, that’s you minimizing how useful you are.”
The new apartment was a three-room place in a good neighborhood, not far from the park, with a big kitchen and a dining room window overlooking a children’s playground, a pharmacy, a coffee shop, and a permanently full parking lot—the full package of modern urban happiness. She registered everything in her own name only. Quietly, neatly, without any drama. She put all the documents in a folder. All the bank statements too. Because Grandpa had been right: life may not be a romance, but it certainly comes with attachments.
Igor veered between anger and hugs, between supermarket flowers presented with the expression of a man who had brought diamonds by caravan. Sometimes he said:
“Anya, you’re smart, don’t turn a family into bookkeeping.”
Other times he whispered:
“I just want to feel like a man in my own home.”
Then he’d explode:
“Go ahead and register it in the neighbor’s name for all I care!”
But he cared. He cared very much. Especially once he understood that the key phrase here wasn’t we bought it but she bought it.
The housewarming party was his idea.
“We have to celebrate properly. Show people the level. Otherwise it’ll look like we moved in as if we’re hiding from the tax authorities.”
“I don’t want a crowd.”
“And we don’t need a crowd. Twelve people. Fifteen max.”
Nineteen showed up. Igor had a strange understanding of the word max.
The guests sat around the large table, reaching for appetizers, discussing the renovation, building material prices, parking, schools, marketplaces, and strange neighbors. Igor moved through the apartment like a tour guide with an overdeveloped sense of self-worth.
“There was a lot of work, of course,” he said, rapping his knuckles against a doorframe. “I said right away: no cheap stuff. If we’re doing it, we’re doing it properly. I personally inspected the tiles. Picked the plumbing myself. Drove the workers so hard they ended up calling me by my first name and patronymic.”
Anya stood by the table slicing cheese and felt something inside her no longer merely boiling—this had long passed into full pressure-cooker territory. She had chosen those tiles. She had hauled that plumbing. She had found those workers. When one contractor disappeared with the deposit, she was the one calling numbers from chat groups at ten at night, listening to wonderful male voices say, “Well, we can stop by, but not today, and besides it’s the busy season now.” In moments like those, Igor usually offered philosophical observations like, “That’s just the market.”
“Let’s have a toast!” shouted Vadim, the same one with the booming laugh and the shirt always hanging untucked. “To the master of the house! To Igor! What a place he’s pulled off! Well done! A real man!”
“Hear, hear!” said Tamara Petrovna, as if she had been waiting all evening for exactly this line. “You’re lucky, Anyechka. Men this reliable are hard to find these days.”
“Oh, come on,” Igor pretended modesty with the last of his strength, but his face looked like he was about to receive a medal For Mastering the Family Budget. “Everything for the family. I always say—a woman should live in peace. A man has to provide, organize, solve—”
“That’s enough.”
Anya said it quietly. But suddenly the room fell so silent that it seemed even the refrigerator had stopped humming out of curiosity.
Igor froze with his glass in hand.
“What?”
“I said: enough.”
“Anya, what’s wrong with you?” he gave a strained laugh. “Let’s not make a scene.”
“You’ve been putting on the scene all evening, Igor. I’m just turning off the sound now.”
Someone coughed. Someone looked down at their plate. Tamara Petrovna straightened up, seemingly ready to defend her son from at least an international conspiracy.
“Anya, sit down,” Igor said through clenched teeth. “We’ll talk later.”
“No. Later you’ll say again that I misunderstood everything, that you ‘meant something else,’ and that I’m ‘overreacting.’ So we’ll talk now. In front of everyone. Since you’ve been standing in front of everyone sculpting yourself into the man who bought this apartment, did this renovation, and practically carried us all on his back like a barge hauler on steroids.”
He set the glass down.
“This again?”
“Yes. This again. Because unlike you, I can answer for what’s mine.”
She swept her eyes over the guests and spoke calmly, clearly, almost too calmly. That level tone was more frightening than shouting would have been.
“I bought this apartment. With money from the sale of my previous apartment and money my grandfather transferred to me. Every payment came from my account. Every contract is in my name. I organized the renovation. I found the workers. I chose the materials. So if anyone here just raised a toast to the owner of this home, they’ve got the wrong address.”
Vadim blinked.
“No way…”
“Yes way,” Anya said. “Exactly that way. Igor didn’t put a single kopeck into this apartment. But he put a great deal of hot air into stories about himself.”
“Anya!” Igor barked. “Are you out of your mind?”
“Are you? Do you even hear yourself when you speak?”
“You’re humiliating me!”
“No. I’m ending your advertising campaign.”
Tamara Petrovna threw up her hands.
“Anyechka, how can you! In front of people! Your husband!”
“And wasn’t he ashamed to lie in front of people? Or is that some family privilege that only passes down through the male line?”
“Don’t you dare speak to me like that!”
“Then don’t call my husband the breadwinner when I spent six months paying for everything alone—from utilities to tile delivery.”
Igor took a step toward her.
“Shut up.”
“No.”
“I said shut up!”
“And I said no. Because I’m sick of your ‘I decided,’ ‘I bought,’ ‘I did.’ You decided nothing. You bought nothing. You couldn’t even choose a faucet without a forty-minute theatrical production. There is only one thing you know how to do—insert yourself into something already finished and declare yourself the chief.”
“You’ve lost all shame.”
“Yes,” Anya nodded. “Imagine that. Sometimes a tired woman suddenly stops being convenient. Shocking phenomenon. They should put it in textbooks.”
He reddened as if the blood pressure hadn’t risen in his head but directly in his face.
“What are you trying to achieve?”
“The truth.”
“What truth? We’re a family!”
“No, Igor. We haven’t been a family for a long time. You have a stage, and I have the backstage. You go out and tell everyone what a hero you are, while I silently pay and carry out the props.”
“Who needs your truth right now? People came to relax!”
“I don’t care anymore why they came. At least now they know in whose apartment they’re eating salad.”
Vadim awkwardly scratched the back of his head.
“Igor… is this actually true?”
“Shut your mouth, Vadim,” Igor snapped.
“No, I just…”
“What, you just what? You already made your toast, didn’t you? Good for you.”
Anya turned, walked to the hallway cabinet, opened the top drawer, and took out the folder. The very one. Calm. Paper. No emotion—just dates, amounts, and stamps.
She placed it on the table.
“Here’s the purchase agreement. Here are the bank statements. Here are the payment records. Read them if you’re interested. My name is on every single one. His heroic participation appears nowhere—except perhaps in spoken commentary floating around in the air.”
The silence became so thick you could spread it on bread. Vadim, being both curious and apparently lacking any instinct for self-preservation, opened the folder first. He flipped through it. Let out a whistle.
“Well… damn.”
Tamara Petrovna went pale.
“Igor, what is this?”
“It’s nothing!” he shouted. “Formalities! We’re husband and wife! Everything is shared!”
“Shared?” Anya gave a humorless smile. “Seriously? Then why are only my expenses shared, while your successes remain strictly personal?”
“You’re twisting everything on purpose!”
“No. For the first time in a long time, I’m laying everything out straight.”
“Who needs you with this apartment anyway!” he snapped. “You think because you’ve got the papers you’re some kind of queen? Fine, live here alone! We’ll see how you sing then! You’ll sit in these three rooms talking to your vacuum cleaner!”
“Better a vacuum cleaner than a person who makes the same amount of noise and is less useful.”
Someone among the guests let out a nervous laugh.
Igor whipped around toward the sound.
“Very funny, huh?”
“Not for everyone,” Anya said calmly. “Only for those who’ve already figured out that you’re not the owner of this place—you’re just a talented user of someone else’s comfort.”
“Oh, is that so? Fine. Great. I’m leaving!”
“Leave.”
“And I will!”
“You know where the door is.”
“Choke on your square meters, then!”
“Don’t worry. I’ll manage them somehow without you.”
“You’ll come crawling back!”
“You even say that like a man who’s sure everyone owes him something. No. I won’t come crawling. And I won’t call you back. Leave the keys.”
“Here!” He yanked the key ring out and hurled it onto the table, but missed, and the keys clanged against the edge, fell to the floor, and slid under the cabinet. It was so symbolic that Anya barely stopped herself from applauding.
He grabbed his jacket, stepped on someone’s foot without apologizing, and stormed into the hallway. Tamara Petrovna hurried after him, breathing heavily, but turned at the door and declared:
“You’ll regret this!”
“I’ll put it in my calendar,” Anya replied.
The guests started to get up. Someone muttered, “Well, we should probably go.” Someone didn’t know where to put their eyes. Vadim walked over to the table, poured himself some water, drank it, and said quietly:
“Anya… listen… I didn’t know.”
“No one knew,” Anya said tiredly. “He worked hard at that.”
“Yeah. He certainly did.”
“That’s his talent.”
“Hang in there.”
“I’m not hanging in there, Vadim. I think I finally let go.”
When the last guest closed the door behind them, the apartment went deaf. After such a long evening, the silence felt almost indecent. Anya sat down in the kitchen, looked at the table, the half-empty plates, the crumpled napkin beside a glass—and suddenly she didn’t cry. Of all things, there were no tears. What she felt was strange—like someone had carried an old wardrobe out of the house, one that had blocked the way for years. Huge, creaking, full of pretensions to being an antique, while inside there was nothing but a bag full of plastic bags and someone else’s pride.
The next day Igor texted her. A lot.
At first angrily:
“You ruined everything.”
Then proudly:
“I didn’t even want to live in that atmosphere anyway.”
Then plaintively:
“Can I come get my things when you’re not there?”
Then back around again:
“You just don’t know how to appreciate a man.”
Anya read the messages and marveled at how quickly a person could go from I’m the head of the family to can I pick up my backpack and winter boots? She replied briefly:
“Your things are packed. You can pick them up Saturday from 12 to 2. While I’m there.”
He came with a sour face and a new jacket, as if specifically wanting to show that life without her was not only continuing, but supposedly shining. Tamara Petrovna came with him, naturally. Moral support team and expert in heavy sighing.
“So, happy now?” Igor asked, not stepping farther than the hallway.
“Very,” Anya said honestly.
“You destroyed a marriage over money.”
“No. The marriage fell apart over lies. Money just highlighted the cracks.”
“You turn everything into grand drama.”
“That’s you. I turn things into facts.”
“You’ll end up alone.”
“That does seem to be your favorite prediction.”
“Because women like you are hard to live with.”
“Fortunately, I’m not obligated to be lived with.”
Tamara Petrovna cut in:
“Anyechka, couldn’t this all have been handled quietly? Why did you have to humiliate him?”
“And why did he spend years humiliating me with his lies?”
“What exactly did he do?”
Anya looked at her almost tenderly.
“Everything. And that’s exactly the problem. He did nothing, but acted as if he did everything.”
Igor grabbed his bag.
“Come on, Mom. It’s useless here.”
“It’s been useless here for a long time, Igor,” Anya said. “You just loved the echo of your own voice too much to notice.”
He left. This time without a dramatic key-throw or curses. Apparently it’s hard to hold a tragic pose when you’re carrying an iron, chargers, and winter boots.
The divorce was finalized quickly. There wasn’t much to divide. Or rather, at first Igor tried to protest, hint, talk about shared life and his “moral contribution,” but when a lawyer friend of his dryly explained that moral contribution is not measured in square meters, and documents are stubborn things, he deflated. Saving face mattered more to him. Though after the housewarming, face-saving had already become difficult.
A few months later, Anya noticed something unexpected: the house had grown quiet not only on the outside, but inside her too. No one talked over dinner about what an underappreciated strategist he was. No one slammed cabinet doors because “the world doesn’t value initiative.” No one demanded admiration for carrying home a grocery bag when half of what was inside had been paid for on her card.
At work she became calmer, more focused, and, as it turned out, more effective. One day her manager called her in.
“Anna Sergeyevna, lately you’re like a different person.”
“Is that a compliment or grounds for an audit?”
“A compliment. You’ve started running projects very firmly and clearly. No fuss. We’ve been thinking—we want to give you the regional contractors direction.”
“So now I’m going to be responsible for other men and their promises too?” she smirked.
Her manager laughed.
“If you straighten them out the way you straightened out suppliers last month, then yes—that’s exactly what I’m hoping for.”
She came out of his office with a new position and caught herself smiling. Not the strained smile she used to put on for guests and relatives, but a real, natural one. No effort. No pain behind it.
She met Alexei by accident. Not at an exhibition, not in a theater, not in some romantic movie rain. It was simpler, which made it better. The management company had mixed up repair requests, and an engineer came to inspect a pipe in her bathroom because something upstairs was dripping again—the kind of dripping that usually isn’t water so much as someone’s eternal “we’ll fix it soon.” Along with the engineer came an architect from the neighboring building—Alexei—whom some mutual acquaintances had asked to look at a remodeling plan.
“Sorry, I think we all came to the wrong place,” he said, standing in the hallway with a measuring tape and a folder. “But since we’re here, may I at least honestly admit that I have absolutely nothing to do with your bathroom?”
“That’s already more honesty than I heard at home for the last several years,” Anya replied.
He looked at her carefully, smiled.
“Then it sounds like the day didn’t start in vain for either of us.”
Later they ran into each other at the coffee shop in the courtyard. Then again by the elevator. Then they started talking. Alexei did not give the impression of a man who was about to launch into what he “could have,” “almost did,” or “totally has connections for.” He spoke little, listened carefully, asked sensible questions, and, what surprised Anya most of all, never rushed to take up all the space around him.
One evening they sat in her kitchen. Late. Outside, a yard light was blinking where teenagers were arguing over a scooter, someone upstairs was dragging a chair, the kettle’s water had gone cold. Alexei turned his mug in his hands and said:
“Can I ask you something?”
“You can.”
“Do you always react that warily when a man says the words ‘renovation,’ ‘money,’ and ‘I’ll take care of everything’?”
Anya smirked.
“Is it that obvious?”
“Very.”
“It’s a professional injury from domestic life.”
“I understand.”
“No, you don’t. And that’s a good thing. Your face doesn’t look like that kind of person’s.”
“What kind?”
“The kind who first promises loudly, then disappears, and in the finale tells everyone the whole thing was resting on him.”
Alexei nodded.
“Then I’ll put it more carefully. If someday we do something together—an apartment, a house, a renovation, even a closet for mops—I want everything to be transparent. No games. No tricks. No ‘well, you understand.’”
She looked at him for a long moment. And realized how tired you can become from lies if simple human directness starts feeling almost luxurious.
“You have no idea how beautiful that sounds right now,” she said.
“Unfortunately, that isn’t beautiful. It’s just normal.”
“After certain people, normal feels like premium service.”
He laughed.
In spring they went to look at a plot of land in the suburbs. Not because they were rushing to build a palace, but because both of them liked the very idea: someday creating something of their own, without pretension, without theatrical gestures, without that endless competition over who was “the head of the house.” It was muddy, windy, their boots kept sinking, a dog barked nearby, and the realtor—a man with the face of someone who had survived the nineties—said:
“It’s a good spot. Gas line’s not far, there’s a store nearby, forty minutes to the city if there’s no traffic. Or an hour and a half if it’s the usual.”
Anya snorted.
“Now that sounds honest. I like it.”
Afterward they sat in the car brushing mud off their shoes and laughing.
“So?” Alexei asked. “Scared?”
“A little.”
“Me too.”
“Is that a good sign?”
“For me, yes. It means nobody’s pretending this is easy.”
He was quiet for a moment, then said calmly:
“If we ever decide to buy land, I want you to feel completely secure. Not in words. On paper. So you never feel suspended in uncertainty.”
Anya looked at him and smiled slowly.
“You know what’s funny, Lyosha?”
“What?”
“I used to think a strong man was someone who talked louder and spread his arms wider. Turns out a strong man is the one who isn’t afraid of honesty and doesn’t try to grab more than he should while hiding behind the word ‘family.’”
“And also someone who can screw in his own lightbulb,” he added gravely.
“Don’t overestimate yourself. I’ll still be checking.”
“Check away. Just without a commission of guests and toasts.”
“That alone is luxury.”
In summer she sat on the balcony of her apartment—the very one for which people had once raised toasts to the wrong person. Down below children were kicking a ball, someone was grilling kebabs at a dacha outside the city and the wind had seemingly brought the smell into town on purpose, from a neighboring window came an argument about who hadn’t taken out the trash again, and in her room lay an open laptop with work spreadsheets, a cup of cold tea, and her phone, glowing with a message from Alexei:
“I’m coming up. I bought your favorite éclairs. Don’t be mad if they’re crooked. I chose with my heart.”
She laughed. There was no grandstanding in that message, no promise to be a hero, no attempt to push his way in through softness or volume. Just a man coming up to her apartment with dessert and a good mood. Sometimes that’s what normal life rests on.
The doorbell rang briefly. She opened it.
“So then, lady of the house,” said Alexei as he stepped inside. “Receive the contraband.”
“Come in. But fair warning—everything here was not bought with your money.”
“Excellent,” he replied calmly. “That means I won’t have to tell the guests I personally leaned on the realtor.”
She laughed so lightly, the way she probably hadn’t laughed in years.
The apartment had become just an apartment. Not a trophy, not proof, not an arena for someone else’s ego. Just a home. A place where she could walk barefoot, set her mug down wherever she liked, and not wait for someone to claim her life and present it as their own achievement.
Anya looked at the kitchen, the light in the hallway, the window beyond which evening was slowly falling, and thought one simple thing: respect really shouldn’t strike you like a miracle. But when you live for a long time beside someone who lies so often that he no longer distinguishes himself from his own advertising, truth becomes more than relief. It becomes air. And when air finally appears in a home, you realize that breathing isn’t a luxury. It’s normal. It’s just that before, someone kept taking up far too much space.
The End.
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